...I feel like I'm constantly disconnecting from reality again. I mean yesterday morning I was convinced it was Tuesday, I couldn't get my head round the fact that it was Saturday. I was like 'what?'... It feels like my brain wanted to simply snap and f* off into the other side for the rest of eternity.
It's weird. I dunno. People around me can't stimulate me like it used to. I just view it all with various levels of disinterest. It's getting hard to hide it from my facial expressions.
I got really pissed yesterday coz some stranger told me I have the reputation for being 'a player'. I mean how can someone I don't even know have an opinion on me? How did they hear about it? Who from? Why is it people always seem to talk in whispers behind my back? I'm f*ing impossible to get along with, or maintain my interest... so how does that make me a player? Or maybe it does. Oh well, I can't be f*ed even thinking about it.
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